Sometimes letting someone in enough to see your struggles sends them running the other way. I don't blame them, regardless it still feels like abandonment. It forges a need for secrecy. There is nothing more heartbreaking than finding out your ugliest layer of self is too ugly for someone you love to handle. This has been a lifelong struggle, that I don't ever remember not being there, nor do I ever see an end....
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